Without a solution.

Counseling.
I have problems. Oh, boy, do I have problems! Shall I go into it? Of course.

Problem #1: Chronic Stress
Problem #2: Eating Disorder
I. Emotional Eater
II. Binge Eater
Problem #3: Paranoia
Problem #4: Depression
Problem #5: High Standards
Problem #6: Yearning That Cannot be Cured
Problem #7: Anti-Social Lifestyle
Problem #8: Hypochondriac
Problem #9: Feelings of Abandonment


Wait, wait, wait...we're moving into symptom territory here. Basically, as the list above (that is not complete) shows that I'm an absolute mess. At the root of the problem is the feeling of abandonment and neglect. If I truly felt that I was not alone in this world and truly felt that I had someone to go to when I need help then I would not have chronic stress....Chronic Stress is the cause of all of the other problems except the yearning and the anti-social lifestyle..those two add to my chronic stress, but still root from my feelings of abandonment. I would make a chart, but you can't on here.

I need therapy pretty badly if I'm ever going to lose weight, be happy and succeed at life. Otherwise, I need Edward Cullen. The latter is impossible and the first is very difficult. I feel pretty stuck here, so I get to the point where I say.... eh.... suck it up and deal. Problem? My stress levels are constantly high and every time I explode with all the things I held in my tolerance level lowers...so the explosions are getting closer and closer together...what happens when they overlap? A large explosion? Will I lose my mind? Or die? Or will it all start at the beginning? Interesting concept, I know....

Without a solution.